anyways
so today my great grand mother passed away
also this week i found out that i am probably failing
housing is still up in the air
and i have to go for training tomorrow till thrusday from 7:30am till like 12:30
yuck
anyways thats it
cao :|[]
- Mood:
frustrated
*sigh*
anyways i got my nose peirced
and my braces off
: )
any i got the job i wanted at save-on
the only suckie part is that i have training
from sunday comming up till that thursday (durring spring break)
from 9 am till noon for training : (
nothing new for counceling for now
i am going to see dee tomorrow
to find out about Youth SIL
and then going to the Safe House to visit
that will be interesting : |
i passed geo on the plus side
but i dont know if i am going to drop it
that is still under debate
anyways i am going to bed
and maybe i should go to
Salt Spring Coffee on Main
this week
such good coffee
and good muffins
mmm muffins
anyways
still need to do grad transistion
*sigh* eventually.... like tomorrow
ttyl
cao :|[]
- Location:cousins
- Mood:
satisfied - Music:some much more music tv thing
everything changes and its big changes but yet they seem so small
and the fact that the changes are the same and never changing
anyways there is my question for the day...
so here is the updates:
• school cant get me a lap top (no funds)
• school printer is broken
• Youth Agreement is a perminant no go
• Youth SIL is still up in the air
• I.P.O.D. group is canceled
• i can not get government issued ID till i am 19 unless
my mother signs and agrees which she dosnt
• Applied at save- on and london drugs
• did the save-on interview and waiting for a responce back
• applyed for medical and dental
• i am broke
• every time a do laundry on naniamo there is always some old creep
trying to get my number and are trying to give me theirs
• getting braces off on march 5th
• getting nose peirced on march 5th
• been single for 2 months its been so long
• mass band rehersal after school today *yuck*
• can not get credit card till i am 19 : (
• donated most of my close to big brothers
• still doing counceling with dee
• still doing counceling with carleen
• not involved with collin any more (social worker)
• might not grad this year
• need to buy a lap top
• reached 10inches of hair for the cancer society and am leting it
grow till the end of may then i will cut it and donate
• wanting to get a tatoo eventually
• signed up for baristas program for september
• grad transistion due on firday (sooooooooo not done)
• grad transistion presentation is shortly after spring break
• still behind in catch up homework form jan and feb
• john (mikes friend) is back from kamloops
• looking for possible housing
• behind on english novel study
• comp civ Hesiod 1000 word essay due on tuesday (yuck)
• geology study guide due on tuesday
• might not get to go on geo trip cause of marks
• might not get to go on band trip cause of marks
• hungry (lol)
• can not upload music to iPod because cousins comp wont
allow it (comp is messed)
• can not watch beluga cam or otter cam because comp wont
allow video thing
• wearing pink today to stop Bullying
• finger tips are unuseually cold
• going to library this weeked (Again...grr) to study
• getting eyebrows threaded on thursday
• end of term 2 is really soon
• dident do band music assignment (because of no cd player
and the comp wot down load its being finiky)
• cattaloging is done
• band luggage tags still need to be started
• sooo behind on online classes (law, ss, eng)
• moved in with cousin
• i am cold
• need to borrow hesiod books from the library
• watch slutty summer with alex on sat night (i dont know why she chose it)
• i have a head ache
• oh and a bracket broke off the tooth but it is still attached to the wire
anyways thats all i want to say for now, untill i remember something.....
right
• missed cousins heathers b day
• nan is still in burnaby general
• voa is supposed to be in VGH b/c she can have a stroke any day
• missing Missy
• wanting coffee (salts spring)
thats it
all right
i'll post again when more stuff get solved or happens
bye
:l[]
- Location:library
- Mood: frustrated
- Music:This is England (opening song)
blah blah blah
mother
blah blah blah
lame / what ever
anyways
oh well
no Y.A. or moving in the
picture for now
i might be getting a used laptop
from the school to do hw (online stuff)
that might be cool
anyways
i have to re do all intros
for online because they canceled them all
over winter break
thats lame but w.e.
guess i should do hw
or at least do online stuff
*sigh* i dont want to go to theater
but i guess i should
missed 2 classes already although
i am technically allowed the month off
ugg i cant believe my getting to school stuff
ok so here are the options (leaving the house at 7:20) :
1) get a ride + with andrea to naniamo+ skytrain to broadway + catch the #8 to tech = 7:50 am
2) walk to victoria + catch the 20 to broadway + catch the #8 to tech = 8:10am
3) walk to 41st + catch 41 to main + take the #3 to broadway + catch the #8 to tech = 8:20am
so i either have to take option 2 or 3
but mostly 3 so i dont get to school to early or to late
and yes i have to go to school that early
and i dont konw why my family is crazy
*sigh*
i wish i could get a job but there is no point of looking till
like the second week in febuary
because i dont even know if i wil be when i am fro how long yet
oh well
it is 2:29pm
oh well
gata go eat mon lunche
i think i brought an apple
and a coconut bun
dam it
that means i have to walk to the caf.
so now i have to get my stuff go to mon locker
grab my theater company binder
walk alllllllllll the way to the caf
down the stairs
and then eat
then the bell will go
then i have to grab my stuff and walk up
the stairsback down the hallway and into the auditorium
and listen to alex and chelsy complaining about
why i wasent there in geo
but in my defence i did
have to go see
dee
collin
ortho
fido
and
atherton
oh well
i guess i should stop procrastinating
and actually go
so cold out side
but on the plus side
i get to see mike tomorrow
after comp civ and english
so that is atleast something to look foreward to
on one final note *cough* alex *cough* *cought*
i did not leave huge gaps of space inbetween
and i have size XX-SMALL font
ttyl
cao:l[]
- Location:library
- Mood: lazy
- Music:youth talking, and complaining about grad transistion
still no word from collin
i am still not 100% exact on if i am gettin it but there is a 99.99999% chance that i will
anyways
so i finially finished HP and the DH, thank goodness
so last night in the house:
me, cizar, myles, heavenly, nina, and the workers
and i woke up and there were:
us 5 and jay, kathirene, ted, some dude, and some dude
grrrrr
the hormone level is rising again
shit
so many want to be gangsters
"i stilz took da z's up" "then some people on their side punched the dudes on their side"
"it was geller, and came back shit and fuck" "i told u yesterday and i have no clue how to get fucked and stabbed hurtly, and juecy jones control"
seriously that is exactly what they just said word for word
scarry eh?
amyways i am going to call alex in a minute and see if she wants to go out
also i shut my bank acount
and opened a new one somewhere else
but i can access my money till monday ir tuesday
:(
only $6.00 in my pocket
and its cold and raining ish outside
*sigh* guess i should go and read
nothing else to do
cant look for housing
cant get a job
cant go shopping
how sad is this
anyways ttyl
cao :I[]
- Location:sh
- Mood:
restless - Music:some gangster stuff, lyricks are messed up, and blurry
www.vanaqua.org/belugacam
and
www.vanaqua.org/ottercam
the two best sites in the world
anyways
seeing mike and dee later
i think me and dee are going to waves, also picking uop alex's gift
mom is a pain
call collin
anyways
thats it
ps. got grad clothing yesterday
:l[]
- Mood: stressed
soooooooooo
mr. reid wasent here today or yesterday so i still dont have mon iPod :(
fire alarm today durring first block, it sucked
freezing coldin the darn rain
so yea then i found out that i had no work to do durring C.S. adn band was a study
so i decided to go down to Artona and drop it off for jeffrey because he hurt himself
anyways
stoped at waves
dam St. Pats kids get to go to Waves durring their spare and all we have is greasy bons
but not nearly as cool as the musical Grease
anyways
broke up with mike on wednessday
ended messy
oh well
its probably for the best
eric was online yesterday, taked about comp civ dynasties
anyways
i should be doing some actual work
oh well
alex is rushing me to finnish so that she can read it
*sigh*
2nd day of single hood
lets sing a song
bons bons bons bons bons bons
goes his stomach
eating the breakfast special
hes gona miss the girl
oh oh oh
bons bons bons bons bons bons
aint that sad
he's got some grease so bad
hes gonna miss the girl
hmm, bons would be good right now
anyways
off to through pots be back soon
:l[]
- Mood:
contemplative
yup
quite bored actualy
going to see dee at 1
then maybe stop off at waves
barb left today so i get my med back
artona pictue orders are due today
mother ordered to many
also there is a theatre company meeting after school and thursday for the spring play
this should be fun *sarcasm* oh well
saw mike yesterday '
happy to say its all working out
5 months on sunday
gsa meeting tomorow at lunch
should be fun *not sarcasticaly*
also tomorrow and thursday we have 2 more plays for rhomdule *wrong spelling, sorry* because her house burnt down
so yea
report card comes out on tuesday or wednedssday next week
i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo screwed
i aced all my electives and failed all my accidemics
they will (the makrs) be much highter next term
oh right tomorrow is the band concert
it should be decent
i am so not ready for it
sooooooooooo busy
hopefully everything works out in the end.
*post it*
shopping list: a small loaf of bread
1/2 a pint of miik
scotch for 1
..........
inflateable friend
.............
scotch for 2
................
tell her that i'm sorry
for being a jerk
that i perhaps over steped my boundaries unintentionaly by trying to help in a stressfull situation
and that i respect her and just want to start talking again like we used to
*next post-it*
that i'm sorry, and all i ever wanted was for her to be calm and happy durring the play
*next post-it*
going to bon's after school , after the meeting, hope she comes, and i hope that she can forgive me
*next post it*
going to see dee, writed me back
- Location:library
- Mood: mellow
- Music:just the two of us - Dr.Evil and Mini Me
life
need i say more?
lately my CD has been extreamly high, affecting everything
also mike and my relationship are causing me exream amounts of stress adn anxiety
school play next week isent helpig with
and the 5 online classes havent been started to much yet
i need time
time is what is lacking
i am in such a panic these days its insane
i was late for band this morning becuase i was up all nght crying ( dont ask)
and ms. atherton is always busy by 11 am so she askes me to try and see her first or second block
also so that she has time before the end of the day to contact collin, dee, or antonieta about any new information
sigh
this life is becoming more than i can handel
and everything thing i do either causes problems ( which is all my fauly) or its never good enought
i cant stant this nay more
hopefully i can get my own place sooner than latter
dee and collin are working on that
band concert is in 2 weeks
and this week we have at leat 1 techrehersal probably two because sacha hasent even started the lighting yet
grrrrrr
as well we have the dress rehersal on thursday nad the play's preformances are all next week
yesterday was my last day at bon's
it went well
Tony's glad i am leaving
i odnt mind
and this wekk is also that last day of term one
i am not fialing anything but some of my marks are low
oh well
that just means more focus for the rest of the year
also not oto miss so many classes for this rolation
although besides the last two weeks i have been going to just about every class
oh well
i can see alex and vanessa powel in the computer lab working on soemthing
i wonder what it is about
anyways i better go and do something
i have loads to do but nothing with me
all at home
i am compleatly a mess of emotions today
hmm i wonder hwo many?
list time
angry
fustrated
happy
shocked
suprisedd
moody
anxious
depressed
sucidal (very mild)
sad
confused
stressed
annoyed
flustered
hurt
and tired
16
just like our ( mikes and ours) aniversay
yuck
an yways
ttyl
:I[]
- Location:e block spare
- Mood:
depressed
went to dam ortho
fruck it was just suposed ot me a molding but he decided to do EVERYTHING at once
althought my appointment was next week (same day as artona) so its good and bad
so today:
3 moldings (first one was screwed up)
14 brackets, removed, and 15 added on
new elastics
3 x rays
and new donuts
ortho dude (Mr. Blueylight) was like if u wear these elastics constantly i can get my braces off by valentines day
i suppose thats good
i got the RCA cord for ms. orr for the lap top
hope to figure it out today durring a and b blocks before theatre company
hope that goes well
got soem waves, that was good
anyways ganna head to the band room first to help out old greg witht he sorting
i love C.S. students that do work
anyways
also i am going to see mike tomorrow to watch transformers
alex says i'll hate it
this sounds like fun :D *sarcasm*, *cough* *cough*
ttyl
cao
:I[]
- Mood: mellow
but OMG
GUESS WHAT
i found a hair dresser
for artona
photos
AND
i made a time scedual of the artona day
and there is only
a 5 min in totaly margin for errors
and i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed coffee on that day
lol
anyways
alex isssssss soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bEYOND
lame
looking well actualy stalking/ taking pics of some freeky dude
anyways CREEPY
anyways gata go read alexs live journal
chao
:I[]
- Mood:
blah
so whats up world
so here's a rant for today
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr mike p
why must i have a bussy scedualy, and why can he change his, lol
oh well
you see the problem is mostly me
ok my week goes like this
mon nothing
tues theatre
wed gsa
thurs theatre
fri nothing
sat worl
sun work
but mondays we cant meet b/c of his mothers lacross game thign, i dont konw
so his scedual is
mon work
tues no work - at jons
wed no work - at alasters
thurs work
fri work
sat work
sun work
i mean he works night shifts so the days work
but i have things to do and it takes me abolut 45 min to an hour just to get there and i gata be home by 7
so if i left after school at liek 4 i'd get there at 5 and stay till 6 to leave and be home by 7
so fridays sort of work because i get there at 3 and leave tech at 2 and stay there till 6
so i guess it work
but like this month i have the artona pictures and that is taking up a huge part of my time
along with the piles of mile high homework i need to start/behind on/online
grrrrrrrrrrrrr
oh well
so thats my rant
hmm i''m hungry
maybe alex will go to bons after theatre company, highly doubt it though
oh well
ttyl
:I[]
- Mood:
hungry
the concert was good
there was this freekishly ugly dude with pale skin and a unibrow and a face that was perminatly wrinkled in a angry faceish
ugh and then the WVYB was all like, dude your school sucks, adn yette was all like no it rocks its like getto, and they were like , no
all the students are druggies and stuff..... basically stuck up
like they had to much valve oil up their bells
anyways and then they played like songs that were way better, in my oppinion
ugh anyways our group looked cooler and theirs looked like a sea of gold and blue vomit with chunks of black cork grease in it.
anyways they were ok
camuel played slower than we were used to , but it sounded ok never the less
mr. macully cryed at the end of elsa, i think most of the band did
oh and i got ot meet Ms. Rickamans mother
she was so sweet
and extrordinarly propd of the two bands and how proud ms. rickman is of us right now
it was touching
anyways i better head, alex is looking at a story online waiting for me to finnish i guess. time to go to Bon's ttyl
ps. Barb dident come this week because she had her toe nail removed
pss. theatre company was canceled because ms orr burnt her hand while deep frying french fries in a shallow pan
psss. i recieved the Elizabeth H. Rickman Memorial Scholarship, that was cool
it was weird because he (mr reid) toldd everyone rigth before we played elsa but i couldent hear so i found out in the 5 bar rest in the middle of elsa, weird, but yet awesome
gata go , chao :I[]
- Mood:
weird
Project Join
TSNC
Talismans Toruch
and now
..........................
TALISMEN SUNRISE - For students by students - started by Elizabeth Sundival and Anthony Mancini
WOW WTF anyways she is a jerk uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh oh well
not quite sure why
but common
plus they are all being funded by the school (all the issues)
i cant stAnd her
anyways
tonight is MS. RICKMANS MEMORIAL CONCERT
it should be decent , West Van Youth BAnd is joing our VANCOUVER TECHNICAL SENOR BAND AND ALUMNI
hope it goes well
and ugh
barb nothwood (fmaily friend) is comming over, its been a while but when ever she is over i have to sleep in my mothers room because she has a bad back, auhhhhhhh i cant stand my mother right now, or waitressing at the memont
luckly mike and alaster came by last night so i could leave ontime and not be kept later with out getting payed for it
so tired
anyways gata go bands about to start *sigh* I still sound like crap
i wonder who is not going to be in full and proper atire tonight, maybe samuel chan or max flavo
anywyas
ttyl
:I[]
- Mood: contemplative
*sarcasm* yipie*sarcasm*
any ways i have to go to work tomorrow and saturday adn sunday
anyways on saturday i had to cover waynes shift because he wanted the day off
and there was this beyond wasted guy and he was more than compleatly drunk, and so then BON decides to give
the dude as much alchohal as he wanted
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god i am so pised
if i dident need the money i would have quit
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
oh and ms. sheadletski
is annoying shes all like PLAY LOUDER and WITH CONVICTION
and then shes all like BLAH BLAH BLAH MOST IMPOTANT INSTRUMENT BLAH BLAH BLAH PLAY LOUDER BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
soooooooooooooo annoying
8 AM FRICKEN PRACTICE
AND MY UPER REGISTER SUCKS
WHAT EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok ttyl
chao : I []
- Mood: annoyed
nothing much happened
friday was aprofessional day
saw mike
walked like more than 40 blocks
i know INSANE!!!!!!!
oh and i got an umbrella finally
also last week i had to work both days
this week so far is decent
ALEX GINGERA totaly made up the fact i wrote a love note to mike
when in face it was asking him a question about his friend john
anyways grad transistion was dude
i think i did ok but deffinatly not great
DID I MENTION HOW MUCH I AM ANNOYED BY BAND!!!!!
mr reid was all like yea this dude is an alumni and he needs all the music for ms rickmans concert
he KNEW about him comming last week but he dident tell me till after school!!!
so i was late for theatre company and i fell on the staires and hurt my arm and now its sore to move
sigh and ms. orr is all like " kathryn can do props" and i was all like " chelsy said she wanted to do them, and i really wanted to do sound or lighting bcause i always do props, i'm not complaining but i would like to do something diffrent for a change, so yeah, also
today at lunch i have to go to a bcl sectional, and melanie is like perfect, and yette is like just below that, and i like totally stink like majourly
shit i hate band
so next week
saturday i have to waitress
i have a dentist on monday
fright night on tuesday with mike :D and KATIE ROCKWELL (ahhhhhhhhhhhhh BAD THINGS ARE GOING HAPPEN) and so is jeffrey, alex georgescu and her bf, and mikes friend john and his friend (probably a chick). i hate fright night but i have to go because it ehrs birthday
um wednessday i have to work waitressing at bon's on fricken halloween, but i need the money
thursday is ms. rickmans concert
and friday is someting i am sure of
and the weekend i have to work
yuck...
oh well
tyyl
:I[]
- Mood: annoyed
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